All nervous or whatever.

Yesterday we had a huge yard sale, and sold the furniture we're not going to be able to take, got rid of extra clothes we don't need, and sold the Suzuki.

I was completely fine with it all (the fat wad of cash helped) but this morning I woke up to feelings of shock, and about a hundred thousand butterflies in my stomach.

We're really going to do this.  We're really moving.   I mean, we are, aren't we?  I'm going to wake up each morning to a comletely different view from my windows, and hear completely different sounds.  I'm going to have a completely different house in a completely different state.

I don't deal well with change (yes, I KNOW this was all my idea), and I think I'm starting to freak out a little.  Just right now, as I'm looking around my quickly emptying house, I'm starting to feel the ramifications of what we're doing.  I'm excited to go, but I'm so scared to actually get there.

Crap!

Comments

[Di]

I think it's totally normal to feel that way. I don't do well with change either. Once you get there and settle in, you'll feel so much better.

[krystyn]

Once you're there, you'll forget all about this nervous stressiness and just breathe.

[Charmaine]

It is stressful to pack up all your belongings and move, but it will be worth it. Trust your gut.

[Teri]

Yes -- moving is one of the most stressful life events. Just keep telling yourself that you will do what needs to be done. And you will. Look at it as an opportunity to create. You're really good at that. :)