They're swelling. Probably because of the heat. Oh joy. I forgot all the *fun* things one gets to go through when one gets pregnant about 10 months after one already birthed a child.
I really really really really really want to cut my hair all off. I want to cut it short. Like, sexy-I-probably-can't-pull-this-hairstyle-off-because-my-face-is-fat-and-going-to-get-fatter spiky short. And I want purple streaks in it. And I want my eyebrow pierced.
I won't do the eyebrow thing, though, because I have children that like to pull things and I'm not MASOCHISTIC, but yeah, I've thought about how cool it would look clinking against the rim of my eyeglasses. Heh. I would be HOT.
I can't pull off short hair because I don't have a cute little oval face, or square face, or heart-shaped face. My face is round like a basketball. And my forehead is reminiscent of the long lost race of Neanderthals (yup, I'm a direct descendant, minus the hairy chest).
My friend
Jen has been dyeing my hair for me, but lately she's been busy (and I've been broke) so it hasn't gotten touched up, which it badly needs. Usually I don't let ANYONE touch my hair to cut or dye it. Because it's wiley, and only I have the powers to control it. The problem with having Jen dye it is that she does all this complicated shit to it that I can't do because I only have two hands. Soooooo.... maybe I'll go back to red.
I used to be pretty. With red hair. Maybe having red hair will make me pretty again?
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Originally uploaded by Daphne_Blue.This was when Marissa was about 4 years old.
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Originally uploaded by Daphne_Blue.I'm wearing size 4 jeans in this pic. Is it wrong that I want to kick my OWN ass?
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Originally uploaded by Daphne_Blue.Better pic of the red hair. There was another person in this pic, but I don't talk to her anymore, so I tried to crop her out.
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Originally uploaded by Daphne_Blue.A recent photo for comparison's sake. Mind you, it was taken about 10 minutes after I woke up first thing in the morning. But still, I don't look so good.
I'm fairly certain that I won't be cutting my hair, because I've worked like hell to grow it out, and at least it draws attention away from my double chin. But maybe yes with the red.